Obsessions

Tonight, feeling a tad lonely after a long day's work, I sit outside enjoying the view from my balcony. The moon hangs low, coloured golden by the bend of the atmosphere.
Just had an email exchange with my ex. She told she was tired from writing and doing some workshops. I replied that I hoped she was also enjoying herself (meaning writing and workshopping), and she answered back that she had a some extra time to entertain herself (meaning outside the work). Which just showed one of the fundamental differences between us. I enjoy to work, even when its not exactly enjoyable. She has a very sharp division between work and pleasure. And when we were together I would try and make her
see the fun in working, and she would try to make me stop working to have fun. Wonderful.
After a lot of border skirmishes over this issue, I came to realize that I am really obsessed with my work, and more importantly that I like this obsession. To me it still feels a lot like when you were playing as kids - and naturally I have found my work path within drama, the most playful and collective art form. Of course there is the whole added layer of professionalism, and if you are not careful this might end up becoming the dominant part.
Mmm, somebody is grilling fish on a nearby balcony. Smells delicious.
My new project with director Thomas Bjerregaard, now titled Entanglement, is progressing well. Apart from my fascination with quantum mechanics, it also allows me to explore two of my other favourites: The question of love and the complementarity of comedy and tragedy. I have begun to write a synopsis, and have mailed the first draft of it to Thomas, and I awaiting his response. It is really looking exciting and very do-able in terms of a small cast, few locations all in the same area and with a high concept that should be able to attract investors. When the synopsis is ready we will begin to look for a Danish producer and Greek co-producers. I really want to nail this one and see it get produced as soon as possible. I hate the often loooong financing process. This one we need to push aggressively. If we can get it produced next year I will be very proud of myself and Thomas.